Category Archives: Amphetamines

When Nikki Started To Grind

The summer of 1984 my mother and I went to visit her friend who lived out in the country in a doublewide trailer with her three children and her fourth husband. She, like my mother, was a drug addict. But … Continue reading

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Primal Love

Hmm. Some things just feel unspeakable because saying them will make them true and sometimes the truth is too painful to know, so I avoid it. But this time I went towards it. I didn’t run away from myself. Early … Continue reading

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The Reaching, and The Risk

I woke up reaching for her, but she wasn’t there, my arm moving, hand pushing through pillows, clawing at blankets, patting her side, empty. My diaphragm felt it first, a gasp for air, it came at me hard-stinging my senses … Continue reading

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Diary Of A Sketchy Mom

As a parent, I often watch my children and reflect back to the chaotic time when I was their ages. Before the age of ten I had experimented with all sorts of things considered for, “adults only.” I knew the … Continue reading

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