Category Archives: Disorders

Primal Love

Hmm. Some things just feel unspeakable because saying them will make them true and sometimes the truth is too painful to know, so I avoid it. But this time I went towards it. I didn’t run away from myself. Early … Continue reading

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Fuck, There’s No Proof

As I was saying, I want proof. Before I started writing about my relationship I wanted proof that it was going to work. I didn’t want to feel humiliated again if this shit didn’t last, but as we all know … Continue reading

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Posted in Airing Grievances, Albert Einstein, Authentic Self, Awareness, Break-Up, Break-ups, Breaking Patterns, change, Children, chocolate, Confidence, Core Wounds, crossing boundaries, Dating Lesbians, denial, Disorders, Eat Cake, Expectations, Festivals, Festivous, Fuck me when I want it, Gemini, God, grief, growth, Healing | Tagged , , , , , | 7 Comments

Second Hand Drunk

I’m feeling better, more at ease and at peace with who I am. This past week, I don’t know the exact moment it happened, it wasn’t sudden–it’s been something I’ve been working towards for a few years now. I was … Continue reading

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Pin-Pals

Has something ever happened to you that left you feeling raw, dirty, unsettled and taken advantage of? Have you ever had an ever so slight, if only a vague whisper of a suspicion that you ignored until it was too … Continue reading

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Posted in crossing boundaries, Disorders, Hemorrhoid, Lesbian, Pinworms, Worms | Tagged , , , , | 6 Comments

Part 2, All Goes Away, Except Change

All Goes Away Part 2 Except Change My mother and I moved to our forth or fifth apartments on the nearby road when I was four or five. The apartments are still there though they and many things around them … Continue reading

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Posted in crossing boundaries, Deconstruction, Disorders, painful childhood memories, parenting, Starting over | Tagged , , , , , | 3 Comments

Suck It, And My Stereotype

Soccer season has started again, “God Save The Queen,” come Thursdays I’m in a perpetual state of dread, as I the rebel against the “Soccer Mom” stereotype.  I pack our picnic dinner of fruits, cheese, nuts, crackers, and water bottles. … Continue reading

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Posted in Confidence, Disorders, Ebony and Ivory, Marathons, parenting, Soccer Mom, writing | Tagged , , , | 2 Comments

I’m “Hole”

I  joke, and bitch about being raised by a drug addict, lobotomy candidate, born again Christian–at times-Mother. As expected with any “chemically imbalanced individual,” she also went through plenty of other “fun”phases as well. These numerous, and entertaining aspects of … Continue reading

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