Category Archives: Divorce

Part Two, Primal Love

I hesitate. Shit. I don’t want to do this tonight. Writing takes a lot out of me, as much as it feeds me, it also requires a lot of courage. My center aches, it’s angry and powerful. I am brave; … Continue reading

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The Proof

I don’t know how this is going to come out. I’m not sure what I’m going to say. I’ve been holding back. I haven’t been honest. What is this story about? The truth, just the truth, no matter what it … Continue reading

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The Belief

There’s a well-traveled path in the woods behind my house nestled in a dip of land between a church and the row of houses on my street. I take my dog there daily to run off leash while I enjoy … Continue reading

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Men/Women And Dating

I really want to get down on, and share with you my experiences with dating, however, I’ve decided to keep quiet about it for a while. But keep reading and checking back with me because when I’m ready I will … Continue reading

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Heart On Fire

Wednesday, September 25, 2013: Eight weeks later, Wednesday, November 13, 2013, the sun was low and towards the West, the air was frigid, a bite of winter. I was sitting in a parked car with my son while my daughter … Continue reading

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Pause The Tragic Ending

I’ve wanted nothing more than to pause this tragic ending, but that isn’t an option. Don’t get me wrong, my brain has been scheming plenty, but I haven’t acted on any of it, in fact I’ve done nothing but cry, … Continue reading

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The Reaching, and The Risk

I woke up reaching for her, but she wasn’t there, my arm moving, hand pushing through pillows, clawing at blankets, patting her side, empty. My diaphragm felt it first, a gasp for air, it came at me hard-stinging my senses … Continue reading

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