Category Archives: in love with a woman

Cock Blocked

When I first sit down to write I take a few deep breaths and say a little prayer, asking for guidance and the courage to be honest, open and willing. I get quiet and feel out my gut. What is … Continue reading

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Part Two, Primal Love

I hesitate. Shit. I don’t want to do this tonight. Writing takes a lot out of me, as much as it feeds me, it also requires a lot of courage. My center aches, it’s angry and powerful. I am brave; … Continue reading

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The Proof

I don’t know how this is going to come out. I’m not sure what I’m going to say. I’ve been holding back. I haven’t been honest. What is this story about? The truth, just the truth, no matter what it … Continue reading

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Gay Hero

I have nothing to say, nothing to write about. Everything on my mind seems too difficult to mention right now. Are we clear? There’s nothing serious tonight, people, just nonsense. So, what else is there to talk about other than … Continue reading

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Second Hand Drunk

I’m feeling better, more at ease and at peace with who I am. This past week, I don’t know the exact moment it happened, it wasn’t sudden–it’s been something I’ve been working towards for a few years now. I was … Continue reading

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Giving Up On Hope

(I don’t know how to write about this, I don’t know how to be honest with you-my readers. You all know how much I love myself for my ability to be vulnerable with you. It’s just hard when it involves … Continue reading

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The Belief

There’s a well-traveled path in the woods behind my house nestled in a dip of land between a church and the row of houses on my street. I take my dog there daily to run off leash while I enjoy … Continue reading

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