Category Archives: Lesbian’s and their Ex

A Cry For Help

I’m the loneliest girl in the world in the most dramatic sense. I’m looking over the ledge of a hotel room balcony, twenty-three floors up, night has taken the sky, the wind blows my hair across my face, I can … Continue reading

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Women

It all started with a woman (Doesn’t every great story?) I blame her. She’s the reason for the re-invention, the changeling before the unveiling of what’s next. It’s happening. Who I’m becoming remains unknown. I’m growing into that woman. I … Continue reading

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Second Hand Drunk

I’m feeling better, more at ease and at peace with who I am. This past week, I don’t know the exact moment it happened, it wasn’t sudden–it’s been something I’ve been working towards for a few years now. I was … Continue reading

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Love Them While They’re Here

I heard a talk yesterday that made it’s way to my heart. It crept around me until I let it in, I resisted it because I knew it to be true, it stung, but I needed to hear it. It … Continue reading

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Pretty Little Head-Case

I’m over here scheming again, trying to be ok. I plan when I’m not comfortable, but at least now I have more information. I tried dating, but I failed. It’s not that I didn’t find any dates, it’s that my … Continue reading

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Imaginary Choices, Imaginary Lovers

Imaginary choices, Imaginary Lovers’, Hmm, so here I am again, relying on my trusted companion–my writing to get me out of a good mind fucking. You know, I do this thing—(I) write problematic monologues and then try to fight my … Continue reading

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Hope Is A Decision

Like a proud parent, I’m beaming; my face is bright, eyes are smiling. Hope has returned, not the same hope that I battled until humbled and forced to surrender, but a new hope, one that is an outgrowth of my … Continue reading

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