Category Archives: Starting over

A Cry For Help

I’m the loneliest girl in the world in the most dramatic sense. I’m looking over the ledge of a hotel room balcony, twenty-three floors up, night has taken the sky, the wind blows my hair across my face, I can … Continue reading

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Say Something

I’m almost 3 months out from the break-up. A sweet friend sent me a message with a song attached. She said, “I believe this song will touch you.” The words go something like this, “Say something I’m giving up on … Continue reading

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Part 2, All Goes Away, Except Change

All Goes Away Part 2 Except Change My mother and I moved to our forth or fifth apartments on the nearby road when I was four or five. The apartments are still there though they and many things around them … Continue reading

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The Autumn Moon

Your heart will not forsake you, though your head may be a prankster; practice using your mind to carry out the divine. Resist slipping into blindness by focusing on greatness, for everything you perceive as lacking is a choice. We’ve … Continue reading

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