Category Archives: writing

Come To Me

I want the words to come. I don’t know how to make them take shape to form what I’m trying to say. I want them to be good, impressive even. I need you to think I’m interesting, that I have … Continue reading

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Second Hand Drunk

I’m feeling better, more at ease and at peace with who I am. This past week, I don’t know the exact moment it happened, it wasn’t sudden–it’s been something I’ve been working towards for a few years now. I was … Continue reading

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Imaginary Choices, Imaginary Lovers

Imaginary choices, Imaginary Lovers’, Hmm, so here I am again, relying on my trusted companion–my writing to get me out of a good mind fucking. You know, I do this thing—(I) write problematic monologues and then try to fight my … Continue reading

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The 2%, Getting Real

Things are progressing with me, I’m changing. I am finding my way (partially) through my anger towards ________, and this happening by taking responsibility for my role in the break-up; and seeing how I actually (somewhat) invited it to happen. … Continue reading

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Pause The Tragic Ending

I’ve wanted nothing more than to pause this tragic ending, but that isn’t an option. Don’t get me wrong, my brain has been scheming plenty, but I haven’t acted on any of it, in fact I’ve done nothing but cry, … Continue reading

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Part 2, Hurt Comes

Fuck me. I’m ovulating and feeling superhero-bitch, so here’s my big bird, my middle finger saying fuck you mofo to my inner dialogue, the diary of a sketchy mom. My uterus is angered and swollen, I’m hard-up for arrogance and … Continue reading

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Suck It, And My Stereotype

Soccer season has started again, “God Save The Queen,” come Thursdays I’m in a perpetual state of dread, as I the rebel against the “Soccer Mom” stereotype.  I pack our picnic dinner of fruits, cheese, nuts, crackers, and water bottles. … Continue reading

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